Saturday, August 29, 2009

Angry

I am angry............not at any one person but at myself and this disorder that I have had for 17 years. You see I suffer from generalized anxiety and lately it is getting the best of me and keeping me from things that I could be out enjoying. Last night I had planned a moms night out for our homeschool group and I didn't end up going because of this darn anxiety.........I couldn't leave the house. I am so mad, I am so frustrated, I am so confused. I'm in prayer all the time as to why this has resurfaced and worse.........no answer yet. I know the enemy would like to keep me down.............and I know that I let him win at times.................that's where I get so mad at myself. Lord will this vicious cycle ever end?

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